john to the grabetz

you niggas got meerkat manners

2008-12-08T07:12:48Z

well i can cross a band off my list tonight. i got to see casey jones
play tonight. i picked up a strike hard hoodie. crucial merch brah.
however they didnt even play that song.
evergreen terrace played their best set tonight
atleast that ive seen, hands down
this is hell was pretty good too.
it was good seeing fudoli. he stopped over for a bit.

tips lately have been awesome.

we switched the living room around and i like it alot better.

brittney and i talked things out and were supposed to get breakfast
tomorrow morning.

i ordered a 26inch hdtv for 299 that and my xbox kit should arrive
in the mail any day now.

school is coming to an end. i still have half of my paper to write.

we built a sweet puzzle provided by kristin.

ive watched almost every episode of mission hill.

cereal has been 70% of my diet the other 30% mcdonalds ahaha

i win. dont you ever. fucking. forget that.

so goooooo slow

2008-12-03T07:44:20Z

wednesday at 6 i left for Athens tennessee.
before then shannon stopped by and gave me a picture of us.
it was fantastic seeing her.
then the big john charles picked me up and we were off.

a creep in line for the bus started talking to me
which is quite natural. i insisted he go in front of me.
so when he sat down i kept walking and sat somewhere else.
although the guy who sat by me was like 6'5" and sat partially
in my seat making things rather uncomfortable.

fast forward to 6 am. and im in athens.
the house is huge! and everything was beautiful.
i laid down for a couple hours then it was time to go to darrels
for thanksgiving dinner. Judys brother is definatly homo.
but i felt most comfortable with him because her other family
were straight up hicks who only spoke of football and hunting.
dinner was subpar. i crashed around 3 but when i woke up we played
a bunch of family card games. it was a really good time.

went back home and woke up at 5 am to go black friday shopping.
tom was being especially nice. i bought juno and my shan shan picked
up the office season 3 for me. my mom was being hilarious at the
craft store you had to be there for sure. after the mall we went
to the golden coral, talk about good eatinz.
when we got back home tom and i shot some pool and shared a couple
cold rolling rocks!

saturday mom and tom took me out to all of the dent and bent stores
in the next town over. which are stores that sell slightly damaged
items for dirt cheap! and i think other things are donated or out
of date. i got a cool ass clock from target. back at home mom made
us chocolate chip cookies and we watched cops.

sunday we got up and met darrel and judy at this awesome family
restaurant. if that place was hear id eat it every single day.
afterwards mom myself and judy went wayyy up in the mountains to show
me the good views, waterfalls and caves in the area. we stopped at
a little ice cream shop in the valley of the mountain and they served
mayfield ice cream which be the equivalent to caulders.
we went back to darrels for more card games and alot of wine aha

i ended up getting into a big argument with brittney somewhere
in those couple nights.

people are also wayyy way nicer.
i got caught up on all of my creativity homework.
and i read about 100 pages in my hyperspace book.

on the way home i got stuck sitting next to an evangelist.
a crazy drunk black man got kicked off the bus and arrested.
i sat next to the nicest older black woman.
we shared life stories for about 6 hours.
she made me realize that there really are nice people still out there.
i love my mom. she is awesome. and the way she misses me already
makes my stomache hurt.

i could write you the perfect song

2008-11-25T08:03:44Z

lets start off with saturday night
after work i went to fudolis birthday party at his place
in ypsilanti. i got to see alot of people i havent in a while
which always makes for a good time.
jacques, wes, maddy, even matty j showed up.
robbie doesnt get along with stephanie so that made for a little
bit of an odd situation.
things started slowing down around 3
so i left and headed out to brittneys. we put on the movie WallE
but once again i fell asleep ha
i woke up at 9 in the morning and she wasnt there!
she had to pick up her grandma from the airport so she let me sleep.
i looked in the mirror and my left eye was swollen
due to my cat allergy, so i dipped.

i had to close later that day. when i got home bodner
and i fed the white castle crave and i slept for 12 hours.

today i did laundry, cleaned the living room and got a haircut.
tom baught a 360. im on the path to fixing mine. so well have 2!
when i got home from work i baught a new chord for my computer
since the old one stopped charging.
returned the office season 3 to family video.
and did 3 hours of homework. and im still not finished.

but i have to open tomorrow. so its off to bed for me.

youve been waiting half a decade

2008-11-22T15:46:19Z

yesterday i went to brittneys house to watch a movie.
but instead we ended up visiting her sister and tosha for
a little bit.
then she took me out to mexican fiesta and it was superrr
good. time flew by next thing i knew it was 10 o clock.

i headed home and scorey came over. me tom and corey
watched the elementary musical episode of south park
then teh bodner picked us up and we went to canada.
best night in canada ive had in a while.
i forgot to bring cash which ended up being good and bad ha
bodner hooked up with a girl i thought looked alright
but tom and corey said looked like a d00d.

2 words cock boy!...yeah cock boy, high fives.

i just never knew where

2008-11-21T09:09:33Z

ehh school.. right?
if you are taking any class's right now you know exactly
how i feel. i just want them to end ha.

after class i stopped by frenchtown mall to try to visit
booski but she wasnt there!

so i went to john charles house for a little bit.
we talked and laughed and he gave me one of his favorite
venison recipes.

when i got home scorey picked me up to go to the grind.
but it was closed when we got there. robbies phone was
being a piece of garbage or so he says and he didnt
end up going with us to applebees like we had all planned.

ive successfully watched half of season 3 of the office
in one setting. robbie stopped by and hes passed out.
my head hurts rilll bad.

i wonder when davey will let me know why he has shun me.
at the same time i wonder when i will recieve
my irise hoodie and my hyperspace book in the mail.
for im sure they will come first.

put down like a prostitute in court

2008-11-18T23:53:21Z

saturday night i worked till midnight
although i didnt feel well i went over to brittanys
because she made me a shrimp parmesean dinner
we headed up to wheat and rye for a couple dollar drinks.
when we got back we made some delicious puppy chow.
and turned on what dreams may come.

i woke up in the middle of the night and felt awful
so i went home.
slepttttttt until i had to work it was crasy!
i felt sooo sick the whole day and then out of nowhere.
...it was gone.
robbie and i went up to steak and shake. i played the water diet
when we got home brittany stopped by to finish that movie!
which had a happy ending. those seem rare anymore.

this morning robbie and i went out to ann arbor.
i love the little outings we go on.
borders was a good time. i remmeberd a book i tried reading
this time last year but it was stolen or misplaced.

im at school now and im supposed to be working on my paper
but instead i read livejournal entries until i found the name
of the formentioned book. aha then i went on amazon and purchased
it for 5 dollars!
then i played on myspace for like a half hour.
about to go to my last class.
psych test when i get home. fml.
lets relax
i finally want to clean my house again since its the first day
i havent been sick in about a week!

as you scream from the side

2008-11-16T10:15:54Z

well the last couple days ive had a sore throat
but ive still went to work.
i watched probably 9 episodes of the office today
robbie and i went up to dennys at like 2 in the morning
so he could chill with ashley
it was nice to see angela though its been a while
who i really wanted to see was brittany though
that will come tomorrow.

today i learned you cant be everything to everyone

back to last night though. tom kim and i went up to meijer
and bought ice cream, we rented season 3 of the office.
robbie and i went to alanas little party. i didnt intend
on drinking but i ended up having 4 in about an hour ha.
i dont even know how it happened.
went home and put on star wars episode 3 for the millionth
time this week.

its somehow 5 am. brittany has messed up my sleep cycle
allll week. tomorrow wont help. goodnight.

i swear we'll get it right this time

2008-11-14T07:48:38Z

i slept innnnn
and i mean i slept from like 4am to 5pm
robbie called me and he said he was going up to ann arbor.
and i told him i probably wasnt going because i didnt feel well.
after laying there for a bit i realized maybe if i got up
and got out for a little id start feeling a little better.

we went up to joe to map out robbies hand tattoos but he
couldnt get them figured correctly so it was back to the old
drawing board.

after that we headed over to fairlane mall.
nothing much productive happened there aha. i was kind of looking
for a new hat. i did however get a little asian cuisine.
on the way home we stopped at ashleys.

robbie decided to pick up a guitar hero guitar
and rent the newest one.
brittany stopped by for a bit and brought me some soup since
i wasnt feeling well. and some gummy worms.
we chilled for a little and she had to head home.
i finished my homework and now im just relaxing.

we're in the place to be it dont stop

2008-11-13T08:10:00Z

monday morning my moms took me and my sister to 12 oaks mall.
i went to theee best tea store ever. if there were one around
here i would be broke buying all the different varietys of tea.
i ended up getting apple lemon, mixed with something else
that the guy said he liked. i think he was hitting on me?
it was strange.

my mom spoiled herself at the sephora makeup store ha
i wish i had the money to spoil her.
she baught me a red and black flannel.<3

work was so so.
yesterday tom robbie and i got some classics.
then we jammed for a little, wrote some new stuff.
i left just in time for class.
which was a big waste.
when i got back i headed over brittanys house.
she is awesome and im totally into her.
we drank a little, played skipbo, and just talked until
8 in the morning. when we woke up i had to go home
and get ready to take my moms up to the bus station.
im going to miss her.

john charles and i got double whopper meals.
the rest of the night was strange. robbie was in a piss
mood because of brinda, even though he swore her off
the other night.
we didnt go anywhere. i was extra tired.
tom played guitar and kim and i butchered our favorite songs.
singing off key and making up words even if we knew them.
we had a blast. i think robbie just got more mad.
he ended up leaving

the star wars dvd homescreen has repeated a million times now.

spit my rage. in your face. spit my rage.

2008-11-09T17:28:27Z

friday i hung out with my moms all morning. we went up to
frenchtown mall and did a little shopping. it was good
quality time with the momz.

that night however was one of theeee best shows ever.
terror. blood stands still. endwell. as blood runs black.
beneath the massacre. and moreee and more
all the bands played so hard it was rediculous.
terror and endwell straight killlllled it.
i thought beneath the massacre did a good job as well.

after that robbie and i were bored. so we chilled up at
walmart playing rockband2 ha.

yesterday tom robbie and myself walked up to classics
after that we visited gibralter trade center and the mall
i didnt buy anything thank god. im broke.

i had to work for like a couple hours, then we all headed
up to dennys. we saw alana up there and convinced her to
leave the group she was with and come drink with us.
it was a good time.except ken ended up showing up
...thats another story.

the last like 4 days have been so good i dont even want
to start going back to work and thinking about school.

hey girls im a cunt

2008-11-07T13:22:48Z

yesterday i slept in for sure. woke up did some laundry.
robbie picked me up around 4 and we headed out to fudolis place

for the next 2 hours it was road trip to grand rapids.
in which we did 110 mph almost all the way there haha.
we got there just as stick to your guns
was playing their last song. we put the mash on anyhow.

the bronx was alright. the singer came out in to the crowd
like normal which was pretty cool.
everytime i die was phenomenal as usual
loveeee that rock and roll.

afterwards we found a cute little coney island. we wanteddd
to eat at the pizza arcade but it was too expensive.
i got a dope chili cheese quesadilla.
on the way home we stopped up at deja vu and visited kev
while he was working.

when i got home steph invited me over michelles. we laid
on her floor and watched chainsaw massacre the beginning
and helter skelter.
i dont remember falling asleep but i woke up at around 8 am.
i just got home, sleep for a couple hours. lunch with moms.

tonight on the other hand... is going to be nuts!

your final coffin nails been driven far too much

2008-11-05T08:04:25Z

i dont know where to begin really.
i did get to sleep in, but as soon as i got up i had to take
a psych test. hopefully i did good.

after that i had to pick my mom and sister up but really i
should have been finishig my homework. so we went up to cafe
classics and i did it there.

i got my last paper back and i only got an 81% i was pissed.
i recieved all of my final assignments today. and i think for
once im actually going to work on them early. I'm kind of
interested in them and i dont want to be stressed out in december.

when i got home we were supposed to practice. i havent finished
my 2 songs yet but come tomorrow at work they should be good.
we did however all go up to applebees for half off appetizers.
back at the homestead robbie tom and myself played star wars
trivia and now i want to watch episode 4.

i just got back from the gym so im exhausted.
i need a vacation and i'm taking one in about 20 days.

OH OBAMA WON TODAY. i think thats good new? i guess we will
find out come january.

lemme put this big boy in your life.

2008-11-04T08:17:53Z

today was school pizzas duh.
but more importantly it was hanging out with jackie at work
not doing a damn thing. we played casino games on my phone.
thats about it.

robbie came home today. him and i took a trip up to ann arbor
to go shopping for a little bit. we hit up all the usual stores
he likes to visit because he made like 400 dollars from the tour.

we went up to the mall and i got to see booski which was good.
because i really do miss her, and although she doesnt live in
arizona we still dont really hangout?

when i got back home i had a beer, and tom and i started
writing a new song. i did some homework and then steph picked
me up because she wanted to go to pinball petes. it was a pretty
good time we found a bunch of quarters and tickets. we tried to
rreturn them but they didnt belong to the only other couple
in the place so we kept them.
i placed high scores in like 3 different games. boss.

tomorrow can take its time getting here. id like to sleep in.

searching for something more

2008-11-03T06:39:25Z

ahhhh so noone told me it was daylight savings today!
which so happens to be my favorite holiday.
i love planning what im going to do with my extra hour.
and i loathe thinking about losing an hour in the spring.

ok but for real though i was an hour early for work.
since my phone autoupdated it showed the correct time.
and it made me wonder how i got ahead an hour.
so a couple times i looked at the clock at work and
then would go to my car and notice it being an hour difference
and saying wowww the day is flying by!

i didnt realize until 7pm that all the clocks were different.

when i got home from work, i had a beer, ate some chicken nuggets.
and watched 4 episodes of the office.
tom and i decided to throw things at the fan. and try to catch
them in a mini garbage can
always a good pass time.

my aunt picked me up and we scooped my mom from the bus stop
overall a pretty good day.
i wish davey would have come through tonight.
last time i saw him my mom was in town. which i believe was july.

today is your day. do something impossible.

2008-11-02T02:44:51Z

yesterday was halloween!
corey and i dressed up as J.D and Turk from scrubs.
it was real cute.

work got crazyyyyy busy for a second but then it slowed down
almost to a stop. at which point they sent me home.
alot of people gave me candy as a bonus tip.

when i got home we did some very last minute setting up for
the party.
youngin gave me his final fight hoodie!
a couple people showed up at first
but within an hour or so there were 25-30 people in our apartment.
Brad was telling me all about this first person shooter.
that i really want to check out if i can remember the name.
DJ got tom and i to play some drinking card games
and we got pretty drunk.
stephanie ended up taking me back to her party for like a minute.
so she could change but when we got back almost everyone was gone.
it was an awesome time. i cant wait to have another one.
im sure the neighbors can though aha.

i woke up to youngin sleeping on the couch like the good ol days.
steph went home and i had to work for a miserable 9 hours.
my cousin melissa died this morning of cancer. so young.
i cried. my mom is coming up to michigan tomorrow night for the
funeral, it will be good to see her, wish the reason wasnt
so unfortunate.

nightmare_of_u @ 2008-10-31T12:13:00

2008-10-31T16:18:22Z

things start to look up. you know?
just yesterday i was partly miserable.
vikki is switching me shifts so now i go in at 3
and i probably get off around 10. so i can make it to my own
party.

last night tom kim and i had a wonderful family night.
we drove up to junk store. i got a pretty nice jacket.
and an undershirt for my scrubs.
then we went to a couple different store for some last minute
halloween decor.
kim got some foreign food.
and we headed over to family video which is the best rental
store everrrrrrrrr

when we got home corey cam over and we played guitars and drums.

then we started carving pumpkins.
mine is an alkaline trio heart/skull
kim did the misfits skull
and tom did the miller logo
so punk
...so punkin.

we all miss robbie.
happpy halloweeeeen!

feels like i met you years ago

2008-10-30T14:45:42Z

dear diary
nah fuck that
...hey whats up?

since friday i have hung out with stephanie every single night
isnt that so weird!?
we've watched alot of scary movies
if robbie were home hed be pissed.
speaking of robbie i miss him very much
hes in california with xtyrantx
in relation to robbies absence ive been working every single day
today was supposed to be my day off but of course.
that would be too easy.
and you know they scheduled me to close on halloween.
so i dont even get to attend my own party.
well i have to leave in 7 minutes for work.
i better skidaddle.
im skipping school today so ill have the evening off.
fml.

we'll bring you to your knees and shoot you in the face

2008-10-25T14:53:40Z

fuckuh my life.
yesterday at work i started getting this really weird
feeling like anticipating something awful. and i was trying
to think what was causing it.

about an hour later my car broke down and was over heating.
so i had robbie drive me up to the gas station to get coolant.
when he did i dropped my drivers bank down the side of his seat.
so when i went to get checked out. i realized i didnt have any
of marcos money.

we looked all over the place, and i started getting sick to
my stomache. eventually robbie found it. but i had to get a ride
home from him since my car was ill.

i got home and stephanie came over. which to me is still kind of
srange just thinking about it. we went up to steak and shake for
a little bit and watched running with scissors which is sooooo
so long.

i only got like 5 hours of sleep and john charles is about
to pick me up to attempt to fix my car. then i somehow have to
work 5-midnight. all i want to do is sleep. i need a day off.

i close my eyes to dream

2008-10-24T06:52:32Z

today had its ups and downs.
+ i wont have homework for a while
- plans didnt work out the way i wanted them too.
+ i got dinner with john charles. robbie kim tom and i decided
to go up to canada.
- we got searched in canada because kim and i had pepper spray
so they sent us back to the U.S. where we got searched again.
to make sure we didnt have anything else illegal it took forever
and the guards treated us like shit.
+ we finally made it to the casino, and we hit the bar.
- i lost 15 dollars on slots and drinks are overpriced.
+ overall it was good to be out with my friends
- i recieved some bad news, and i dont want to work tomorrow
in fact i just want to scream.

im tired and a little drunk, goodnight.

such vivid imagery as me

2008-10-22T16:59:46Z

well i got an 87% on my bob dylan presentation.
i believe i did very well on my 5 page paper.
and the psych test seemed pretty easy.

after school i stopped at tacobell and i seen lil ray
up there. which is weird because thats like the third
time that has happened.

finally get to relax. i played some re4 last night
and im about to play some more now.
i have a couple chores i want to finish before work
but i probably wont.

wheres the party at this weekend?

cant take the kid from the fight, take the fight from the kid

2008-10-21T07:27:27Z

hmmm...
well 2 words. BUSY NIGGUH
i had to work at 9:45am. i came home around 4 and put in a bob dylan
documentary to get some study in.
tom kim and robbie came home around 5:30
we went up to salvation army/value world so i could get some clothes
that look like something bob dylan would wear.
on the way home we got sushi!

we practiced our 2 songs and were almost done with a 3rd.
and a misfits cover.
i have so many fragments of songs waiting to be pieced together.
sometimes i cant concentrate at work because all i want to do is write.

i finally finished my 5 page paper which is a nut load off my chest.
(thats what she said)

for my endtable show&tell biography of bob dylan i have a guitar case
inside at the top i have a record with his face on the front.
just below that i have a scarf and a folded buttonup shirt.
over the face's mouth there is a harmonica holster.
in a little compartment i have an ashtray and a crucifix.
at the bottom i have a pair of pants
with a couple bucks and some car keys.

theres a good chance that tomorrow at this time i wil be drunk
off my ass because the last 3 days have been so busy.

sometimes whats placed right in front of us, i find hard to believe

2008-10-18T18:34:18Z

i got off work early last night, around 9.
i was supposed to find someone to come with me
to erebus with robbie and brinda.
i asked arielle because she said she wanted to go
there with me. after that i wasnt too interested
on asking anyone else. i dont want to go on any dates
with anyone i know really. i want to meet someone new
someone exciting.
i had one person in mind. but she is confusing.

anyhow, tom kim and courtney said they were going over
kristins. which worked out perfect.
but courtney got sick, so she went home.
when we got there we watched a little comedy, but then
kristin had to go pick her brother up, who was scooped
up by the boys in blue(or black?)
tom and i took this opportunity to watch some cable television
pizza and beer, and a cupcake.

when they got back it was around 3 and we were all starting to
get tired. so we went back home
and passed out.

pens and knives apologise for leaving you

2008-10-17T19:15:02Z

the days go by
they go by oh so fast.

wednesday i closed with the new girl and took 13
deliveries when she took 4.

afterwards julie and i went to bridgetts house
because her parents went to europe.
we stayed up all night listening to music
mainly say anything.
i dont understand bridgett. she is so much nicer
and affectionate when shes been drinking.
but sober she is almost bitter?

after getting about 3 hours of sleep
i woke up hungover. we went up to burgerking
then we got ice cream at the russel stover store.
oh we went to the sweetest antique shop under
the candle store. one day im just going to blow
like 100 dollars there.
then we laid around for like 2 hours watching
the office.

i was a little nervous about school, but everything turned
out fine. i ended up getting an 83% on my paper.

on the way home i picked up lil ray. robbie stopped over
and we all went to the dollar show to see pineapple express.
i thought it was ok.
after the longest day of my life.

woke up. robbie and i played some mario karts.
and then walked up to mcdonalds.

life is exciting. i love/fear every minute.

i can walk but i will crawl there

2008-10-15T05:04:53Z

ummm today i had the day off, completely.
so what did i do with it one might ask.
well i started off by doing some laundry
and thenn i played some video games
next came homework.
jenna is a bitch so i ended up walking up to mcdonalds.
tom came home and turned on resident evil
which made it not long before kim anounced she was bored
and was leaving, so in turn tom went with her.

i went to go watch stupid free willy at angies
but robbie said he was coming over soon.
and we might go to canada so i hurry up and left.
and he never came over? or got ahold of me.
if i find out brinda was involved im going to start
cutting dicks off.

when tom and i first moved in it was guys night like every
other night and i loved it. i cant tell you the last time
we went on a walk or anything of the sort.
matter of fact we cant even play video games anymore.

dont even get me started on school, or you.
sorry this entry was more of a rant than anything.
but thats how im feelig right now.

and im pretty sure that boy stayed in tonight

2008-10-13T06:37:17Z

yesterday was the 11th.
which made it john charles birthday.
i love that man, as old as hes getting he still has some
child in him. you should have seen his eyes at the very
sound of presents. he was spoiled the whole day
and he loved every minute of it.
i wish i could see him that happy all the time.
we watched an old movie of my first communion and gymnastics.
then we all went out for pizza
when we came back it was homemade cake from lil ray.

when i got home i was supposed to hangout with karen
but she was in trouble. so michelle ended up coming over
and we talked for a couple hours.
then kristin stopped by and we watched matilda quoting
half of it, but ive gotten a little rusty ha.

this morning karen myself, tom and kim went up to georges
of course i got that pizza omellete! as did tom.
work wasnt too bad, i dont have school pizzas tomorrow either.
i already want to be done with school.
WASTE OF TIME.period.

just got back from the gym.
re4 and then bed.